HELP!!!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO..IF:
1)i miss my family so much..:((
2)i miss my boyfriend..:((
3)i'm real lazy to study but the exam is really just around the corner!!!
4)i'm lacking in so many things..
5)sometimes i envy other people for their abilities and talents..and for their good lookings too..:P
6)i want to be best among the best..
7)i want to be active but i'm scared of commitments..
8)i want others to be pleased by me..
9)i want to make something good that other people will never forget anywhere they go..
10)i have a special one but suddenly i grew up a feeling for other person..THIS IS THE TOUGHEST!!!!

Feel free to answer this for me..
choose any that u like..:))

Thanks a lot..:))